Pretty, ain't it? Taxse tipped her head to the side to look at the newest nobody to the Organization from her seat upon the wall nearby. She liked to sit up here, where it was quiet. After being with Neux and Xigbar and Mylex all the time, the silence was never taken for granted. She smiled a toothy grin, her long incisors flashing in the light of their infamous moon, you're the newest neophyte, right? Number LI?

Taxse's expression softened and she lifted a brow, are you kidding me? I think about what it would be like to have a heart all the time. It's only natural to ponder something you no longer have, she replied, glancing up to the moon before turning back, smirk back in place. She extended a hand, 'name's Taxse, number XIV, powers over darkness. Welcome to the Organization, Max.

Taxse yelped slightly as the floor shook and made a horrible creaking noise. Without thinking, the shadows around the side of the round alter top stretched out to anchor her to the floor, and another moment later Maxshot as well. Of course, after another moment she realized she wasn't in danger and the shadows slackened and moved back towards the edges, wow, not bad.. She moved over to the side and leaned over the edge, looking down at the castle that stood regally below them. She turned around as Maxshot spoke and gazed in wonder as she was offered a heart; not the one she was objected to find, but likewise with the same effects, although temporary. She took the sparkling orb carefully and gasped as emotion flooded her, wonder and thrill and anxiety. The suddenly the darker emotions, hate and greed and pain..
Taxse winced, gritting her teeth and jerked away from the object, allowing it to falter in the air before returning to the moon that illuminated the entire area quite easily. The telepath sighed and lowered her hands, sometimes it makes me wonder.. if we are better off without them. The spark in her eyes dwindled to nothing as she stared up at Kingdom Hearts.

What does it matter?! Taxse snapped, her eyes flickering for a moment. She grit her teeth again and growled to herself, before sighing, sorry. Our.. purpose has always been a bit touchy to me.. she muttered, diverting her gaze. It wasn't like she never thought about these things, infact quite the opposite. What else to think about rather than what you are currently.. not living for? Maxshot just sounded too much like a drone, perfect in Xemnas' eyes. One that didn't question what he was told. It didn't make much difference to her anymore. I.. tried to kill my best friend.. she murmured, her voice soft, but, he killed me first.

Taxse hmph'd and looked away again, looking down at the dark but glowing city below them. She wasn't sure why she was talking about this with Max. She hardly talked about it to anyone, except Xigbar. When he was drunk, mostly. Strangely, it was one of the only things he seemed to understand and was able to sympathize with. Then again, it wasn't like her story was logged on file that anyone could find if they wanted to. She glanced up when Maxshot began talking again, well, it all comes down to heartless in the end. Bastards.. and I suppose that opinion varies on what you believe. she replied.
The telepath winced at the next question, everytime she was asked that it hurt all over again. Because, she snapped, her voice softened after that though, he.. he abandoned me.